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Tiana Carruthers, one of two survivors of the Feb. 20 shootings, which killed six people in the Kalamazoo area, spoke Thursday about tragic shooting spree by Uber driver Jason Brian Dalton.  

"For some reason, I do not hate him," said Carruthers, 25. "Sometimes I get angry with myself because I don't, and I don't know if anyone could ever understand that," she said, according to a report by NBC News.

"I have days where I'm crying and I'm feeling so down," Carruthers said during a press conference said during a press conference Borgess Medical Center in Kalamazoo. "It's hard for my child to see that."

Carruthers, who is in a wheelchair with her arm in a sling, and was shot four times, said according to NBC:

"My arm has been completely reconstructed," she said. "I still have a bullet lodged into my liver. Most of my fingers were broken. Both of my thigh bones — there's metal in both of them."

She was watching her young daughter and a group of other children at a playground outside her apartment complex when the gunman shot her, NBC reports.

"Just being 25 and being in a wheelchair, just trying to walk — I put a smile on my face every day. I'm trying to be the same person that I was, but that is entirely impossible," she said.

Read more: NBC News